I obviously haven't written in awhile. Payton is one week away from being a year old. I remember as a kid that once of school, summer would seem to last forever. Now that I have children of my own, time seems to go by so quickly. I mean seriously! A year has gone by since I have had her? Craziness! The boys started preschool! *sigh* Having kids reminds you of your own mortality. They are growing so fast and changing so much. Just watched a video of them from a year ago while I was pregnant. They already seem so different! Love those little guys! My little princess Payton has blue eyes just like her Aunt Missy. They are like a quiet storm over the ocean. Her hair is also like Aunt Missy's. It's like she is Missy and Brian combined. Speaking of Missy.. soon it will be 15 years since she has been gone. Where did the time go? SO much has happened in my life. But despite 15 years gone by, it still feels like yesterday. I can remember it all as clearly as the day it happened. I never witnessed death before and since then, I have chosen a path that will lead me to witness it at least 50 times since then. I know this may sound weird, but there is something to be said about being there when someone takes their last breath. MOrbid sounding I know.. but you would have to experience to know what I mean. I am going to try and keep better track of my blog. I let it slip since Facebook has arrived.